A drunk Yoon Doojoon expressed his sincere feelings on Instagram after releasing his first solo mini-album ”Daybreak” on July 27.

Per Soompi, the title track of “Daybreak,” “Lonely Night” talks about an emptiness felt at 2 AM, a mind wide awake and can’t sleep after a busy day. BXN and Byun Moo Hyuk composed the song, while BXN and KEEBOMB wrote its lyrics.

On his Instagram, Yoon Doojoon shared his gratitude to fans. He revealed in the letter that he is a little drunk after four beers and suddenly thought about writing a letter to thank his supporters. “I’m…just me…but it seems like there are so many people who support me, help me, and tell me good things…”

He expressed that though he’s never been helpful to the people, they still sacrificed for him and sincerely supported him. Sometimes he asks himself if he deserves such treatment from fans.

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음.. 지금 이 순간을 잊지 말자는 의미에서 이 글을 씁니다. 맥주 4캔을 마시고 조금 취해서 갑자기 이 글을 쓰는데.. 음.. 모든게 감사한거 같아요.. 나는.. 그냥 나인데.. 나를 응원해주고.. 도와주고 좋은 말 해주시는 분들이 너무 많은거 같아요.. 나는 그 분들에게 무언가 도움이 된 적이 없는데.. 그 분들은 나를 위해 진심으로 응원해주고 도와주고 희생하는 것이 너무나 죄송스러워요.. 나란 존재는 그냥.. 인간 하나일 뿐인데 이런 과분한 대접을 받아도 될까하는 마음이 너무나 앞섭니다..... 고맙습니다.. 모든것들이.. 살아있다는것이.. 진심으로 얘기하자면 인생이.. 재미가 없었어요.. 살아도 살아있다는게 아니었다는걸 너무 많이 느꼈어요.. 직업 특성상.. 그냥 평가받고 ..무언가 나는 사람이아니라 상품같고..사람보단 물건이었다는 느낌을 항상 받았던거 같아요.. 내가 값어치가 없어지면.. 나를 도와주는 사람들은..나를 응원해주는 사람들은 손해를 보니까.. 그게 너무 죄송했던거 같아요.. 근데 .. 내가 진심을 노래했던 것들이.. 그것들이 여러분들이 알아봐주시니까..그게 너무 감사한거 같아요.. 표현을 잘못하지만.. 그게. 너무나 영광스럽고 고마운거같아요.. 고맙습니다. 살아있게해주셔서...고맙습니다.. 응원해주셔셔서.. 진짜 너무 영광스러워서 몸둘바를 모르겠습니다.. 내일 일어나면.. 이불킥에 내가 미쳤었나라는 생각을 하겠죠.. 그래도 .. 후회는 안할게요.. 저의 100프로 속마음이니까.. 고맙습니다. 너무 고맙습니다... 나라는 존재는 여러분들 덕분이니까.. 그래서 열심히 살아갈게요.. 여러분들도 항상 열심히 살아가세요.. 존재만으로 가치가 있다는것을 오늘 느낍니다. 고맙습니다 좋은밤 되세요

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The singer continued pouring his heart on Instagram and admitted that his life wasn’t enjoyable. He said that though he is alive, he wasn’t living.

Yoon Doojoon noted that his job makes him feel like existing only to be evaluated. He thinks that he is like a product and not a person, and that’s what he always feels. He worries about when the time comes that he loses his value, the people who supported him will suffer.

The actor expressed his gratefulness to the fans for recognizing his songs, which he sang with sincerity. Though he is not good at expressing himself, he wants his fans to know that it is an honor working for the people who help him keep going.

Moreover, he said that when he wakes up the next morning after writing the letter, he will never regret it. “This is my 100 percent feelings.” He concluded saying thanks to his fans for making him exist and for giving him value. He promised to work hard just as his supporters are working hard too.